Sometimes

There are many times and ways that we try.
And we try again and again.

And what is the point?
Really,
the point?

I think you only try at the things you really believe in.
If you didn't believe it 
then you would keep expecting it
and you wouldn't keep looking for it to appear in the world.

Do things happen in the world
ahead of time in some way
or do they get planted in your mind like a seed 
and then we have to live out the ones that we believe?

Who do you believe you are?
What do you believe IS?

It's been a long journey to get here again.
And to arrive at this place from hard work
and honestly trying.

It feels so good to sit and think
in the sunshine
in the middle of the day
at no ones expense but my own.

The things that I'm planning now,
are the things that are important to me.
And I stay committed to doing those things. 
And it's not in conflict with anyone else.
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Everyone has the same shared interest.